It has been a while since I wrote anything on this page. As I read through the posts, lots of things have changed. I actually wanted to write about facebook, about my journey of obtaining a class 2b license (motorbike) at Bukit Batok Driving Centre (BBDC), I wanted to write about what I see through me eyes but I am currently busy juggling between feeding a mini dart goby, chatting with my cousin’s husband and typing this.
2008 – 4 months late April 3, 2008
Wow. 2008. I started the year by working at Hyatt Hotel Security Dept. Initially I thought it was not a good idea. But after wearing black suits and ties and lots of smiles, maybe its not such a bad idea. Thats proof of how people judge you by your outer looks which has its pros and cons of course. Only that some people tend to make judgements and narrow you down to their mental model of what you are. That certainly sucks.
I shaved my head bald. Skin bald. Every single day. No rough spots. Now people can’t judge me by what hairstyle I haf (or dun haf). Been doing really nasty things but I enjoyed it. Luckily I have Norfarid to hear me out. He is really a good friend. Sometimes I think I depend abit too much on him. But everybody needs someone to support and needs to be supported.
I’ve also been interested in Indonesian language lately.
Meneketehe – Mana aku tahu (How I know)
Pacaran – Love partner
Pikirin – Thinking
Sinteng – Crazy
These are some spoken Indonesian languages that i’ve came across with. There is this song by Lolita “emang gue pikirin” which is a mix of house music. That song really blew my mind off! I’ve put it on my friendster. Talking about friendster, I decide to be a wee bit active back on friendster. Partly because school is starting and social-networking sites such as frienster and facebook are one of the best ways to know that chic beside you (lol) more. To 2008 – Its time to venture and discover. Its time to find new history to write instead of the old same twisted futile path.
A Buck Short… November 23, 2007
I’m utterly disappointed. Aiman could play it and i couldn’t. Just because i my graphics card wasn’t compatible enough! I was thinking, should i have asked my dad to buy a better laptop then? I mean, the game was ridiculously amazing! ~Humans have unlimited wants – Economics~ Yeah. I spent 4 hours figuring out the reason why i couldn’t play. Tired and disappointed as i am, i feel a sense of relief that i manage to solve and understand why.
Another question solved! I do not mind searching for answers because its worth the effort. At times the answers may not be favourable to us (like what i knew about why i can’t play NFS Pro Street) while at times it is favourable .
Question is, are you game enough to face it? Welcome to the adult world everybody.
Today… November 21, 2007
Today I waited for my friend Deon from 8am to 8.20am. When i called she was already on the train. haiz… Hats off to ya for leaving without me.
Reached sch arnd 9.30am only to realise i’m in an all girl’s group! Hats off to the faci for that.
Zou Mei as usual passed me the problem statement and worksheet via msn. Hats off to Zou Mei for being so nice these past few days making me stay in class. And hats off to Deon for shutting down my comp last week tues. It really put me in a lot of trouble with leo.
Somehow the problem statement was interesting in a sense i could relate to the book edited by Jean E. Krasno”The UNITED NATIONS – Confronting the Challenges of a Global Society”. I wonder why there are protest when IMF came. Why are there much hype about this UN organisation? Hopefully that book can shed some light. Hats off to Jean E. Krasno.
Today’s presentation didn’t go the way i wanted it to go. I dunno whats wrong this semester but I know that in terms of effort put in, its not much. Blame it on myself for not dividing time proportionately between friends and school work.
I had oreo cookies drink after school and nasi lemak. My stomach really bloated. Went home wit the hommies as usual. I wonder what i’d do without em. Hats off to em.
Hats off to those people that overcame their fear, anger and whatever obstacle they faced gracefully. Hats off to Fitria the ex school magazine editor for being a super woman juggling between shit.
Hats off to Valentina for being a teacher at Red Swastika.
Finaly, hats off to MYSELF! for surviving another day.
~Everything last for a while, then it disappears forever yet linger on for eternity~ Heire Augustin
Value of Hurt November 18, 2007
Did anyone realise that its nearing to the end of 2007?
So what did I do for yr 07?
1. I completed my NS for good
2. Joined Rp and took a course in Biomedical Science
3. Got summons from NEA.
4. Went to court like 3-4 times.
5. Got a cool but weird hairdo.
6. Tried gamelan and didn’t turn up coz of work, joined a group of uncle roadies and left them becos of work, gave up on premier hockey league becos i wasn’t ready, went clubbin and karaoke (with uber-fun blood relations), went Changi Chalet with a bunch of 16,17,18,19 year olds for 3 days.
7. Worked and quit Cathay Cineleisure becos it affects my studies.
8. Tried to quit smoking but failed (no excuses) just that i’m freaking tied to smoking
10. Had lots of sex.
11. Got a gf. (erm ok. 10 & 11 still has until dec 31 to go. hahahah. joking)
Yeah. Thats pretty much what happened in my 22nd year.Oh ya!I had a great sweetest uber-fantastic birthday quietly tucked away with my dearest classmates. And i got a beautiful watch as well!
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I was thinking today about hurt. Can the value of hurt be measured? To some extend yes. I can go on. But wtheck. I’m more interested in why hurt is in place at all. I mean, don’t you agree that at times we do not intend to cause hurt be it grievous or not, physical or emotional. I;m not interested in whether its intentional. But more on unintentional hurt.
Why do we unintentionally hurt someone? and if the damage is done, what can we do to settle it? I mean, a punch cannot be measured and returned and we say ok, its even. Or, emotional hurt as in we hurt our loved ones by lying and they lie back to us and we call it even. What is the measurement of hurt?
To those that i’ve hurt, I;m sorry. Especially to that special someone who I guess wouldn’t even read this. But deep inside, I wanna say that I know i’m wrong but its not the way i intend it to be. And i know that since there is no measurement of hurt, i can never undo whats done. If i had it my way, how i wish it was back to those times where i can stop myself from doing those nasty things that hurt you. And since time goes forward and not backwards, i guess its impossible.
Just to let you and the whole wide internet (boring fucks, get a life *not you) world, I love you. No matter where you are where i am, i’ll remember in my memory that I love you.
What you are missing.. November 10, 2007
Ok. For some reason I’m posting this is because I would like to share with all of YOU what I had discovered. Some of you guys would have known that without pimping up your Windows XP, nothing is lost. Except that you don’t get to pimp the XP interface and your internet experience seems to be that of old age. THE NEW ERA IS HERE GUYS!
You get to choose the colour of your taskbars.
Change that boring Windows loading picture.
Have “Rocketdock” to have that Vista experience.
OOK OOK . What does this shit mean? IT MEANS YOU ARE A F$%^NG BORING MORON IF YOU DON”T HAVE THESE ALREADY ON YOUR NOTEBOOK!
Well, I thought so. And for those that already tried this shit out and think they are geniuses, think again. Leapord, Linux and the likes are out there tweaking the computer experience. Just take a look at the new iPhone! Other operating systems (OS) are already making the computer experience way alot fun than what Bill Gates did back then.
Try this shit out and start pimping you computer like the way it should be.
Look out for > DesktopX
I tried it and its really cool. Tho I have yet to understand and try everything out, ITS DAMN COOL!
*WARNING* NOT FOR THE FAINT OF HEART AND PEOPLE LACKING IN LOGIC AND FOOLS.